penny_mel @ 2002-08 - 29T21: 51:00
as we were talking outside it was cold
we were shivering yet warmed by the the subject matter
my wife is in the next room
we've been having troubles you know
please don't tell her or anyone
but I need to talk to somebody
you said "wouldn't it be a shame if i knew how great i was, five minutes before I died i'd be filled with such regret before I took my last breath" and I said "you're willing to tell me this now and you're not going to die anytime soon."
and I said I haven't been eating chicken or meat or anything and you said
yes, but you've been wearing leather
and laughed and you said we're at the top of the food chain
and yes you're still a fine woman and I cringed
I was hoping I was hoping we could heal each other
I was hoping I was hoping we could be raw together
we left the restraunt where the head waiter in his 60's said "goodbye sir thank you for your business sir you're successful and established sir and we like the frequency of which your dine here sir and your money"
and when I walked by they said "thank you too dear" i was all pigtails and cords
and there was a day when I would've said something like "hey dude I could buy and sell this place so kiss it"
I too once thought I was owed something
I was hoping I was hoping we could challenge each other
I was hoping I was hoping we could crack each other up
I too thought that when proved wrong I lost somehow
I too once thought life was cruel
It's a cycle really you think I'm withdrawing
and guilt tripping you I think you're insensetive
and I don't feel heard
and I said do you believe we are fundamentally judgmntal?
fundamentally evil?
and you said yes
I said I don't believe in revenge in right or wrong good or bad
you said "well what about the man that I saw handcuffed in the emergency room bleeding after beating his kid and she threw a shoe at his head. I think what he did was wrong and I would've had a hard time feeling compassion for him"
I had to watch my tone for fear of having you feel judged
I was hoping I was hoping we could dance together
I was hoping I was hoping we could be creamy together
(i was hoping - alanis morissette)
Thursday, August 29, 2002
Wednesday, August 28, 2002
Ear Laser To Quit Smoking
penny_mel @ 2002-08-28T13: 01:00
ich hatte jetzt vier tage frei und was hab I made great?
well, I have four modules for the license again made, but otherwise? nüüüüüüüx, great, perfect.
would actually camp but it did nothing, I was pretty disappointed to admit, but I was then Manu and Nadja Burn Out on a party somewhere in the country * lol *. Was quite funny.
between now and Sunday I have to work, then I have a week off * * froiiiiiii
and then only 5 or 6 days, then I back my 4 free days * * doppelfroiiiii
've found some funny tests.
first result:
Congrats! In your life, you'll have sex with
4 people!
And you'll first have sex at age 20,
in your own bed.
The info on your 4 future sex partner(s):
0 of them will be female
4 of them will be male
And you will actually love 3 of them!
Prepare yourself for a long and fruitful relationship
The little guy in you loves to rock, for it is The Wyld Chylde, running wild. Otherwise known as a PSDC, your inner child can't sit still for more than a second and hence, neither can you. You jump around and yell and stuff-- most of the time breaking things, people and places.
Finding a normal life with the "Chylde" in tow can be hard. He tends to flame out early on or, even worse, melt into a smooth jazz/worldbeat balladeer after years of soul searching and heavy self-medication.
But don't change a thing-- enjoy the ride, for it will be insane.
ich hatte jetzt vier tage frei und was hab I made great?
well, I have four modules for the license again made, but otherwise? nüüüüüüüx, great, perfect.
would actually camp but it did nothing, I was pretty disappointed to admit, but I was then Manu and Nadja Burn Out on a party somewhere in the country * lol *. Was quite funny.
between now and Sunday I have to work, then I have a week off * * froiiiiiii
and then only 5 or 6 days, then I back my 4 free days * * doppelfroiiiii
've found some funny tests.
first result:
Congrats! In your life, you'll have sex with
4 people!
And you'll first have sex at age 20,
in your own bed.
The info on your 4 future sex partner(s):
0 of them will be female
4 of them will be male
And you will actually love 3 of them!
Prepare yourself for a long and fruitful relationship
The little guy in you loves to rock, for it is The Wyld Chylde, running wild. Otherwise known as a PSDC, your inner child can't sit still for more than a second and hence, neither can you. You jump around and yell and stuff-- most of the time breaking things, people and places.
Finding a normal life with the "Chylde" in tow can be hard. He tends to flame out early on or, even worse, melt into a smooth jazz/worldbeat balladeer after years of soul searching and heavy self-medication.
But don't change a thing-- enjoy the ride, for it will be insane.
Sunday, August 25, 2002
Watch Movie Online Monica Roccaforte
penny_mel @ 2002-08-25T23: 24:00
noch mehr test ergebnisse:
<img="http://kelly.moranweb.com/quiz/soul/images/artist.gif">
Virtues: You look for immense creativity and individuality in people, including yourself. You're not happy with anything less than brilliant, and you focus on being expressive. You value energy, liveliness, and upbeat personalities, but you're not supportive of moodiness when you yourself can be unreliably moody. Seeking activity, you like the bustle of business but need the secluded atmosphere of a studio or private corner.
Aspirations: You feel the need to express your talents, whether it be through writing, drawing, singing, dancing, composing, performing, or photographing. While you strive to ever improve your work, you want to display it as soon as possible when your impatience kicks in. You want to be a prodigy but you might not have the means right at your fingertips. Trust me, do NOT move to New York to do it. Yeesh!
Quirks: Conformists bother you because of their lack of individuality. You're often late or unreliable. You're showy and refuse to share the spotlight. You only tell little white lies. You worm your way into the hearts of others, but be careful; some people despise the show-offs.
Factors: Surround yourself with activity and you'll always have material to work with. Involve friends and family in your projects so they do not feel like envious outsiders.
Future: Show business or not, you'll settle down happily if you're among those who appreciate your natural talents and desire to perform. Do not stay in one place too long, and do not be too hasty in defining your relationships. Who are you to judge what only time will tell?
noch mehr test ergebnisse:
<img="http://kelly.moranweb.com/quiz/soul/images/artist.gif">
Virtues: You look for immense creativity and individuality in people, including yourself. You're not happy with anything less than brilliant, and you focus on being expressive. You value energy, liveliness, and upbeat personalities, but you're not supportive of moodiness when you yourself can be unreliably moody. Seeking activity, you like the bustle of business but need the secluded atmosphere of a studio or private corner.
Aspirations: You feel the need to express your talents, whether it be through writing, drawing, singing, dancing, composing, performing, or photographing. While you strive to ever improve your work, you want to display it as soon as possible when your impatience kicks in. You want to be a prodigy but you might not have the means right at your fingertips. Trust me, do NOT move to New York to do it. Yeesh!
Quirks: Conformists bother you because of their lack of individuality. You're often late or unreliable. You're showy and refuse to share the spotlight. You only tell little white lies. You worm your way into the hearts of others, but be careful; some people despise the show-offs.
Factors: Surround yourself with activity and you'll always have material to work with. Involve friends and family in your projects so they do not feel like envious outsiders.
Future: Show business or not, you'll settle down happily if you're among those who appreciate your natural talents and desire to perform. Do not stay in one place too long, and do not be too hasty in defining your relationships. Who are you to judge what only time will tell?
Friday, August 16, 2002
Watch For Free Salieri's Movies
penny_mel @ 2002-08-16T09: 34:00
is unfair, or is that unfair?
I can work from today Friday to Sunday from 13.00 clock and the last film runs at 22.45. * * Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
what is this old, senile grandpa actually one, such that the program compiles. * Grrrrr *
is clear he can come and go as he wishes, I so do not, I can fully grumble me again get people of all and this fucking phone will end never * ring aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh
* I feel like in 'nerve Institution * spinning *
is unfair, or is that unfair?
I can work from today Friday to Sunday from 13.00 clock and the last film runs at 22.45. * * Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
what is this old, senile grandpa actually one, such that the program compiles. * Grrrrr *
is clear he can come and go as he wishes, I so do not, I can fully grumble me again get people of all and this fucking phone will end never * ring aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh
* I feel like in 'nerve Institution * spinning *
Thursday, August 15, 2002
Simcity 4 Cousin Vinnie
penny_mel @ 2002-08-15T12: 22:00
I WAS A HAPPY CHILD
lucky you. you were what every child should be.
carefree. optimistic. and happy.
what kind of child were you?
(brought you by April )
lucky you. you were what every child should be.
carefree. optimistic. and happy.
what kind of child were you?
(brought you by April )
Wednesday, August 14, 2002
Tropical Bridal Bouquet
quizzie results ...
... wow, is already long ago that I reported myself. hm ... did not write to the lust and it's not what happened soooooo exciting ... pah, as if it would ever.
well, here a few times as a return showing:
strong, powerful, unafraid
your animal is the Phoenix
Sometimes kooky, sometimes scary, youre always up for a good time. You know how to turn any situation into a fun event with a little class and a little more laughter. Maybe you were even voted the class clown of your school. Either way, everyone loves when you walk into a room because they know its gonna be anything but boring.
... wow, is already long ago that I reported myself. hm ... did not write to the lust and it's not what happened soooooo exciting ... pah, as if it would ever.
well, here a few times as a return showing:
which video are you? find out @ snowcanwait.org
strong, powerful, unafraid
your animal is the Phoenix
Tori Which accessory are you? find out @ snowcanwait.org
Sometimes kooky, sometimes scary, youre always up for a good time. You know how to turn any situation into a fun event with a little class and a little more laughter. Maybe you were even voted the class clown of your school. Either way, everyone loves when you walk into a room because they know its gonna be anything but boring.
which video villain are you? find out @ snowcanwait.org
which concert pose are you? find out @ snowcanwait.org
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